This Betrayal

This Betrayal




Shovel to the head
Fill me full of lead
Can’t rise until I’m dead
So I’ll laugh instead.

Maniac within
I’m whacked on joy, not sin
Your heart was made of tin
(This too you will try to spin).

As my heartbeat slows
My birthday ever closer grows
This Betrayal never knows;
Through this pain I live
I will take all the shit that you can give
You pound it home without a thought
Of to Whom you’ll answer for every part
Of what you’ve done, the life you live
Jesus died your sin-debt to shiv…
But in this prison you choose to stay
And in your anger try to make me pay.

You kill me.
So, I die.
What you don’t understand
Is I will rise.

Your betrayal hurts
For but a time.
I stay clean,
Keep my heart in line,
And so to all but my surprise,
After you kill me; I rise.



February 5th, 2009