Shaded

Shaded



Shaded memories.
There is this darkness in me
Fenced off into a corner which I sometimes cannot see.
Silver streaked bullet in a sky
Of coral dreams,
The rains do fall but then
The rainbow left is disappearing steam.

Shades from Hades,
Hollow yearnings of crosses burning
And my screams go on and on.
I stay away,
Away from the places that are cursed with grey.
Here I can wander,
But back there I cannot stay,
Away from the shaded memories I must
Stickhandle without the ability to pray.

My shaded memories,
My faded hurts that still exist,
Within my mind they are the mist
That causes me the pain
That makes me stay away
That makes me stay insane
But I’m okay this way
Because this way I must stay
And stay away
I will
From this fenced off corner of my own self,
My shaded memories.



December 5th, 2009